My dear Peet

My interview sucked yesterday, mostly cause it never happened. I got there and the receptionist said they weren't hiring...? I know it wasn't the wrong place because really now, how many "Julie's Travel Agency at 525 SW 1st street in downtown Lake Oswego across the street Rite Aid and Lacey's bar & grill"'s could there possibly be? I spent a lot of dang time preparing for that. Jerks. Anyway, after that I went back to my beloved Peet's to check up and see whether or not I could be rehired because they haven't been able to come up with that information yet. Seems I can now, just not at that one, and I guess its gonna take a lot of work on the part of all the managers involved to convince HR that I'm actually worth it. Hopefully that works out. There was a customer in there today and she saw me and asked why I didn't work there anymore so I told her I was fired. She’s an Italian from Brooklyn so she is really loud and she started getting all upset about how they broke up “the family” and how she is so displeased...she got like 3 people's phone numbers and she’s gonna go all out today complaining to anyone who will listen about how they need to have me back. She's so funny...I'll have to impersonate her sometime when someone is watching. That was so sweet of her, and I started crying cause I want my job back. All the people that I worked with the most were there today. Cory, “Bridgeport’s Gay token” as he so lovingly refers to himself as started crying and told me he missed me. He's so sweet and can't wait till he gets saved. That's why I miss it so much, cause all of them are so special and I can see the hand of God on them and I hate not being able to be around them and spead the love/light at least a little. I want so bad for God to come and break them...I hate not being able to watch it.

So if you haven't figured it out, I don't think I want an office job anymore. I'm gonna pursue the Peet's thing, and maybe the afterschool program with PKI (the people Ben worked for/the summer camp) cause they are in desperate need. The only thing is its all the way on the east side of town 5 days a week only 3 hours a day...I don't know if that would actually create cash flow. I love all the PKI people and kids, but I still need some dollars to make my car payment and rent.