Thanks

Well it’s been a few days since I let you in on the details, so I thought I'd speak up. Wednesday I went back into Peet's to talk to my manager since she was unreachable via the phone no matter how hard I tried. I saw Chelsea and Justin, two of my verymost favorite people and I started crying again. I hate that, I go in with confidence that I am totally composed; having control over myself and being professional, and then I can't hold it worth crap. Chelsea was my best friend there and I haven't talked to her since I left the premises my last day. Anyway, Jeanine came out on her way to the bank, and very casually informed me that I can never get hired at any location ever again, EVER. That was shocking cause it was completely different from what I heard from my assistant manager two days prior. She left, and John the district manager happened to be there, so he came out and talked to me. He told me the same thing she did, but with a little spin. He said I can get rehired if they don't check my references, but that’s never supposed to happen and if they do check, then I can't. He said no one would get in trouble for not checking, but then if some strange series of events happened then someone else may have the potential to get fired, or I may just be fired again. Then he said he wasn't sure if there was a loophole anywhere in the system, or if there may be lesser consequences because of the fact that my violation was merely tardiness and not something like stealing or threatening to violently murder people. Then Char (a customer) came in--she's my backup woman from Brooklyn. She said that she had called HR and that they told her everything was up to my manager Jeanine...she could rehire me if she wanted or she could give another store the go ahead to rehire me...so I am definitely confused beyond belief. Justin is a shift lead so he has lots of "sway" with the management, and now we have a dealio that he's gonna cry for me :) I love that kid. He's awesome and I don't think he knows it, or if he does, he thinks he’s awesome for a completely different reason than he actually is. Anhywho, I guess 2 other people have gotten fired there for the same reason I have, so my chances maybe aren't lookin so hot, cause then they'd have to do the same thing for the others too.

I would like to say sorry for what I said about my mom and how I made her look by that. I love my mom very much, so please forgive me for making her look bad and embelishing the story.

Well, today, if there is any of it left by the time I am done doing this...I have to go do some things at PCC, wash my sheets cause they smell like smoke now since I didn't shower last night, and then its off to the DHOP meeting...