hoohaa

i love reading my old blogs. i think i've mellowed out a bit...and i'm not quite sure i like that, but maybe its just me "growing up"? nah, i think it's mostly just because i never write anything anymore. but guess who??? it's mine and jef's 6 month anniverser today!!!! i'm sure everyone is jumping up and down and wetting their pantalonies and all that, but hey, i'm excited, so don't be a poopsnack. i think my verymostfavorite quote from my past blogs having to do with jef (out of those i read in the last 15 minutes) was "Ok. Enough of me being cynical, I need to see this how God sees it. So do you, before I kick you. Quit being so cynical. There is balance." and the rest of that paragraph from june of last year (towards the bottom). haha, i crack myself up. i miss my violent tendancies. im sure all of you do as well. hark ye, worry not, i shall strike again. i really don't have time for this right now. i am shaking my hiney off cause my roommate likes air conditioning. i mean, who in their right mind actually likes air conditioning in the middle of june no less. ps(h)ycos. i tell ya. and i have a daaaaaaaate tomorrow :D sho happy... and guess who with?? thats right, my squishmonkey :D i just made that one up. its quite sad really. i have been dreadfully uncreative in coming up for names for him. i think i was put off at one point years and years ago when he told me he was not attracted to his own cheeks, and due to this information, as badly as i wanted to, i stopped myself from calling him "sweetcheeks" and thus abruptly put an end to my creative abilities. until today MUUUAAAAHAHAHAHA! squishmonkey it is, and you know it not yet :P tomorrow you shall find out in public and slink your head back into your shirt like a turtle due to embarrassment. don't worry, its good for you. plus i'm sure you'll actually be relieved. i probably will too. well, for futures sake, so i remember my life: i currently live with melanie, and have since february, work at peets again to prove to myself and the world that in the buissness setting i am really not a "high risk individual" and despite my extreme lack of money (even after my newly found hobby of dumpster diving and discretely selling my treasures) i am off to the land of my youth for a week of delirium involving my whole family and lots of rahal as she prepares to be a wifey. i need sleep. the end. ps, nix that thing i said about "mellowing out" i definitely was right the second time.