The Days Events:

I went to bed at about 1:30 last night and got up today at 7:30. I remembered my aunt said that they have free long distance on thier land line :) so I talked to Chaz for a while last night and that made me feel a lot better. He gave me a few ideas of how much worse stuff could be, so really I don't have it that bad. If anyone feels like callng me EVER, please PLEASE DO! You can try to call my cell, its the same 503 # and I will probably give Rachel and Chaz the land line # so ask them for it, I don't think I should put it on here :P If you are gonna call the land line, please don't call past about 8 mountain time which is 9 on the west coast, because that's when the kids go to bed.

I didn't black out yet, so that's a good sign. I am very very tired and my eyes hurt like none other cause I have cried so much, but I am doing well, it is sunny out, so that probably helps a great deal with my mood. I am going shopping a bit today and I am probably going to try to make it to the nearest Guitar Center and try to pick something or at least browse a bit. Tonight the kids get home about 3:30 and at the older one has baseball practice for an hour. I am also going to call the College group leader guy to see what they are doing tomorrow. I was going to call him last night but it was kinda late when we got here and I was on the verge of dry heaving, so that didn't make for a good combo. On the Lookout Mountain Church web site they say that they have get-togethers on Saturday nights ussually and they have college group Sunday mornings before church starts, so hopefully I can hook up with some good people over the next few days.

I am debating whether or not to apply at the little coffee shop downtown. It's not a chain or anything, just a random little oddball coffee shop. The hours seem good, but I kinda want to do something a bit more up-beat maybe. Plus minimum wage here is still like barely $6 I think so I couldn't possibly make that much cash. People hate coffee here, I am not even sure that shop is going to survive. I do have two other offers though for some type of babysitting which generally pay a bit more then other jobs. I still am not sure about those though, I would rather do something a bit more social and public service-ish.

I think I want to buy a ditgital camera of some sort. I want a nice one that I can control a good amount of stuff on or just use like regular. If any of you (moofis, jake, rahal) have any suggestions, they would be much appreciated. I also might look into guitar lessons. I don't really know how to go about that. I want someone who is Christian...I am thinking I should just ask around at the church if anyone teaches anything there. I am going to miss the hop so bad guys. have fun tonight all of you who are going...